Hello to all people with a good heart. My name is Pawel, I'm 39 years old. I am a carpenter by profession. For several years I have been working in a company producing painting easels. Unfortunately, the company collapsed and I was left destitute with loans and a family to support. I know a lot of history, but if it wasn't really bad, I wouldn't look for help anywhere. I am treating depression, I have suicidal thoughts, I am a believer and that is why I want to fight for myself and my family, but I cannot cope alone. Sorry, I don't know English so I have to help myself with translator. My dream is to open a small carpentry workshop, because it's the only thing I can do, I have ideas, but I don't have the money to buy the necessary equipment, which is very expensive even when used. I will need. I am asking everyone for a good heart for support. I come from a poor region of Poland, with no chance of working for prospects. Debts keep growing and I don't know what to do anymore.