Hi there!
this was my last hope cause i really can't handle what's happening in my life right now and it was really hard and it hurt that m asking from other people to help because in my head it was me that m supposed to help others. Not only my life my little brother and sisters life we are a family of 6 people 2 boys and 2 girls , one time we were a happy family without needs simple not rich but happy happiness was enough for us .
this is not chronologically organized cause i don't even know if it will work but anyway m doing it.
it just that type of situation when you wake up and you find yourself without your home that home where you grow up and spend your childhood and the same thing for your siblings, you find yourself renting even tho you're not working thats the thing for my father he's fighting the life with no weapon, you know that feeling when you're powerless you just can't do anything cause you still a student That how i feel when i look at my fathers face
usually m not weak i can handle feelings , but now i just feel that i can't take it anymore this no house situation and just living the a day and wondering what you need to do tomorrow just don't feel right i can't see the future but i just hope this won't last forever i don't want my siblings to live the things i lived and m living, mom and dad arguing about the situation in front of us cause the rental is one big room you can't not listen to that it's just the main event in the room , the only solution is to take my little sisters and brother out so they don't have to listen to that arguing, it leaves a mark, for me there are many marks but i don't want them to grow up like me .
i tried to work at nights as anything i can find because i study during the day it's just hard to find that kind of job
the only thing that i want is stability my dad will be able to handle a job without thinking of where we gonna spend the next month, I'm going to focus on my studies, and my siblings will be able to do great at school.
If you read all this now you know what's in my mind for couple weeks this and only this, thank you so much for your time.